Wed 7 May 2008
As I’ve mentioned before, I’m working with a special group of people dedicated to living a very cool life. As part of the process, we’re looking at the Core Dynamics of Common Problems and understanding how these dynamics are present in our lives.
One in particular I’m having difficulty getting rid of.
It’s called “Looking for yourself where you are not”. With this dynamic present, I tend to look outside myself for completeness- to other people, or to possessions, or to recognition for who I am in the world.
It’s a hard one to get past and, judging from some of the concerns I hear from clients, it’s something a lot of people struggle with.
Here are some suggestions for getting to the essence of who you are, and learning to be happy in that place.
1. Discover what you really want.’ Are you lingering in a job, or relationship, or living situation that doesn’t serve you well? Do you tend to turn life decisions over to circumstances or other people? Take some time and decide what you want for yourself. Be willing to make mistakes, or to step out into the unknown. Believe that the world in unfolding as it should, and let yourself be guided into your own perfect place.
2. Accept your mediocrity. You don’t have to be perfect at everything. There are plenty of things in your life that you do”good enough” – making an omelet, vacuuming the carpet, mowing the lawn – and that don’t need to be done any better. Give yourself permission to be “good enough” in these areas and move on.
3. Create a vision board. Think for a minute about who you want to be, where you want to live, what you want to do with your life. Create a picture of that person using photos, magazine pictures, words, whatever speaks to you, and put it all on a poster board. Hang it where you’ll see it every day and start manifesting that “you”.
4. Change your thoughts. If you find yourself saying, “I should have done thus-and-so”, or,”I really ought to do this instead of that”, rewrite the script. Ask yourself “why?” Why should I volunteer for this committee? What will happen if I don’t? Whose life am I living? And if you find the answer is “someone else’s life”, give yourself permission to say no and start looking for something you can say yes to.
If you’re complete and happy with yourself, then you understand that your life is unfolding perfectly. If you stay in that place of true understanding and perfection, you can’t fail.
Where are you looking outside yourself for affirmation and how is that affecting your life?










May 8th, 2008 at 8:46 pm
I’m basically a cool and confident person, but I admit that I look outside myself for affirmation that I was a good mom.
My kids are adults and wonderful people, but every now and then I get this uneasy thought that I could have done better in this or that aspect of their lives. I know it’s not true. I did the best, as we all do. So, I’m working on rewriting that script.
May 9th, 2008 at 2:27 pm
Flora—
Thanks for sharing your thoughts. I’m sure what you’re experiencing is true for most parents. There’s so much room for second-guessing in raising a family.
While you’re rewriting that script that says, “Maybe I wasn’t good enough”, it might help to know that you are perfect and complete right where you are. And that completeness is uniquely you. No matter what you did (or didn’t accomplish), you’re right where you’re supposed to be and you’re whole and complete just as you are.
It’s something I have to keep reminding myself.
Joan
May 23rd, 2008 at 8:51 am
Joan, I really loved your blog about Finding yourself. That is so true. Most people, I think, look to others to tell them who they are. A lot of it has to do with your self-esteem and self-confidence. I think the better one feels about themselves, the less they look to others to define who they are because they already are secure in knowing who they are. I am not one of those people, but my brother is!I also look to others to define who I am. It is a bad habit because it puts your sadness or happiness in someone else’s hands. I really feel this is something that starts at a really young age and although everything in life is changeable this one will be hard to change.
Your blog postings are really well written and thought provoking. ( I am reviewing your blog from the Blog Squad’s Class) The only suggestion I could think of for you at all is to maybe find a way to make your posts a little lighter. Do you know what I mean? Throw a little humor in or a wisecrack here or there. The content is absolutely wonderful, just maybe lighten up the delivery a bit. Overall, I really enjoyed your blog. It was educational and engaging. Please look at mine if you can, I am a blog virgin! Thank you and keep up the good work
Melanie
May 23rd, 2008 at 10:46 am
Melanie—Gee…I thought I was pretty humorous and smart-a** at times. Maybe I’m just not as funny as I think I am?
The search to find ourselves can eat up a huge chunk of our lives—for some people, it becomes a full-time job. I’m envious of those people (like my husband and your brother) who are very centered and clean in their energy. It’s a place I’m trying to get to—step by step.
Thanks for stopping by!
Joan
July 27th, 2008 at 8:25 pm
Joan,
I would bet that you are hilarious and tons of fun in person! However, on paper it is so hard to convey that type of message to readers. So, as bloggers, we need to make a little extra effort. Humanize ourselves I guess would be a good term. Your blog is really great, and I never say things I don’t mean or give compliments where they are NOT due! I am just suggesting a splash of humor! That’s it. Other than that, I wouldn’t change a thing!
Rock on!
Keep up the good work and good luck in your quest!
Melanie